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Sunday, January 25, 2009

woots~ time had been passing so fast and tml ish CNY eve...recall what have i done in last year its just like it happened ytd...many things did really happened very dramatic...
ii realised that ii hab been to this world for 19 years( long sia!!) ... it just a blink of eyes iim 19 years old=) wat hab ii really done that its worth it in my life.? perhaps opera? or gods thingy? ii dun really noe...but all ii noe ish ii am happy...
maybe wat ii done doesnt suit anyone eyes.... but as long iim contented ii am fine...=) suddenly ii felt happy and lucky ii was helpin out at JSG.. ish it the feel? who knows? when ii was with them ii do really enjoy... greater happiness in opera.... although johnny scolded every single time but he do meant good for me.=) life ish really very fragile... just like a glass... u need high temperature to make glass and in the process u may encounter lots of problems similar to life...with problems or obstacles...u will never improve...but it may broke easily when it hit the floor... anything might happen to us ... future is a ? to me.. who knows what we are in the future... like ii always said... tmrh is unpredictable.... but destiny still lie in our hands....

I just visit my grandma this afternoon... she looks okayy to me lle... at least her condition ish better den last time... sometimes ii really felt heartpain for her... see her stayin in that place really make my tears roll.... but there's nth ii can do for her... only the DRs there are able to help her...CNy ish just tmrh but she still need to stay there... this ish the first time she cant spend her CNY days as per normal... food nn facilities there ish totally fuck!!! stayin there ish really borin...
ii did ask my grandma ," its ish borin stayin here?"... she didnt ans my question she just gave me a forced smile dat makes my tears roll again... ii bought her some dim sum that she ask for ... when ii gave her the food she almost finish it.. think that her grand son want to eat so she left a few piece for me... this ish when my heart start to ache... ii dun understand why she must suffer this kind of illness... ish it retribution... or ish it god are makin funs on human beings? all ii care ish my grandma.. no matter what she is my favorite grandma....=))



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